sorry once again, i was gonna do more of these but something happened over the past few days or so. to keep it blunt, i am at our potential apartment right now. sean/grace and i do not feel safe being back over where her parents are at and would like to keep it that way for as long as we possibly can until everything is official. that does mean i have to take ubers back and forth whenever i have to start working.

funny thing is, i kind of timed this a little too perfect? i don't know, technically i'm supposed to be in chicago right now but as y'all know, i've cancelled my plans over there. so yeah i've been dealing with finding jobs just in case the transfer thing doesn't go through which i do not wanna have to lose, especially with my healthcare plan and everything, and i've not felt this immensely drained in a long time. not since maine. i've just been watching videos of peanutbuttergamer eating food for hours on end because it's what i can mentally handle right now.

tomorrow i'm gonna ask about the transfer which i gotta uber all the way over there so that's gonna be like. more than $50 down the drain if my hiring manager isn't there even if he's supposed to like i've been told yesterday. like i have to do this otherwise i'm gonna have to work the next couple days to and from the apartment. which will suck. i don't know anyone here in phoenix that is willing to take rides for me and back at all so this will be a bit painful for my wallet. i just hope everything will go well as i'd like for it to be.