just found out not too long ago that i've gained 20 pounds in the last two months or so which now makes me 181lbs. i don't know if i should be happy about it or be sad about it but my brains telling me to be sad about it. i dont think i've ever gained this much weight in my life and i wish i can make myself work out more. im just not the easiest when it comes to motivating myself.

well, i had plans on doing a lot of stuff but i ended up just watching videos and pass out from a food coma like i normally do. painting my nails to alleviate the pain.

just found out that the rooms will be available in august which gives me plenty of time to work and accumulate a lot of money. i decided to cancel my plans in chicago as i wanna give my focus on saving money completely (with some effort). i feel confident with phoenix, to be quite honest. it will be a much needed change for me.