[8:30pm] hello everyone!!! i decided to make this website on a whim just because i kind of hate the current state of twitter (which i've primarily used before) and wanted an outlet to just talk about whatever i feel like talking about so here we are i guess. gonna try to make this a daily thing but expect some days where i might not post for the day.

as for how my day has been, it's been really nice despite how kind of boring it is in some points. been really tapped into shellac as of recent so i've been hearing mostly their stuff as of recent. mostly the few versions of billiard player song that is out there (particularly the 2004 peel session) but i heard futurist for the first time which is.. an odd record to say the least.

very rooted in krautrock but it has some moments where theres some radio recordings. in general it's a bit of an odd record and i get why people arent into it compared to their debut, 1000 hurts, or even terraform which is something im gonna listen to a little later.

[11:09pm] well, i just finished terraform not too long ago and i wish i had got my 36 minutes back. dont know why albini thought to put a 12 minute track as the very first one but here we are. in terms of the rest of the record, it's a nothingburger from what i've heard. shame because i really wanted to like it. ah well. as of right now, im currently adding my previously rated movies back on my rateyourmusic page because im bored and felt like cataloging them. i will say i wanna revisit these at some point or another but im afraid that i might never will.

[11:31pm] i find it crazy that even after using discord for 10 years basically now, there's just maybe a few friends who knew me before i transitioned that are still talking to me. terra if you're reading this (i kind of doubt it but you never know) you're awesome and im sorry that i never really talked to you in the past much. i know our lives have gotten busy but i could have texted you at any point but my own anxiety really got the best of me. i love you (platonically). people like you remind me that i've made a fairly good impact on the people around me without realizing.